'Cos if at first you don't succeed, dust yourself off and try again.

Tonight, I've typed out my resignation.

I told my Manager just over a week ago that my intentions were to leave the Company before the end of the year. Tomorrow, when I take this letter in, it will be made official.

I'm not quite sure how I feel.
I am leaving a good job, in respects of earning money (when the time is right). I still have a mortgage to pay, bills to clear and have something left to be able to eat. Leaving a job, with nothing to go to and all the responsibility I have may seem like nuts.
It's something I have to do.

I will take at least 7 days off over Christmas, the first time in over 10 years and hopefully start out on *insert new career here* in the new year.

Everything about my future is hanging in the balance.
I'm riding the numbers.
I gambling my hand.
I'm tossing those die. (is it die or di or even dice?)

Above all else, there's one thing I'm sure about.