Thursday, June 19

How about how good it feels to finally forgive you. How about grieving it all, one at a time.

I think I might have fallen out of love with Alanis last night.

It's no good. I simply can't fall out of love with her. I think we're just having what one might call "A lover's tiff."

Dear Alanis,
What the fuck just happened? I'm sorry to have to say this, but you've really let yourself go and you just don't look like you're bothered. Admittedly, there were a few lovely, touching moments where you seemed to recognise that we were all cramped in there because we believed in you. They were few and far between though, weren't they?
I know you've been going through a rough time lately, since you split up with your boyfriend. It must be very hard and emotional. But I have to say that your emotion was lacking tonight. And Alanis singing without emotion just isn't Alanis.
Your band. Well, they weren't that tight, were they. In places, they sounded like they'd only just got together as a band. Oh, and fire your sound engineer.
I know you've got it in you to come back from this horrible place you obviously find yourself in. I've seen you do it before, you can do it again.
So, I'm just gonna give us a little 'space', ok? Gonna give you a little 'space'.
In the meantime, I'm gonna have to sleep somewhere else. I'll stay at my Brother's place. I just can't be around you too much right now.
Call me....Ok?

Love
bedshaped x

9 parlez:

orangefrute88 said...

you were very gentle with alanis. i'm sure she appreciates that

treacle said...

sounds like her heart isnt in it anymore.

Fern said...

aside comment to treacle c/o bedshaped,

may I read your blog? I used to sometimes and now I am missing it.

lovestevie said...

Wow. I'm sorry to hear this. I was never a giganto fan, but always admired her chutzpah and was curious about the new album.

I truly feel for her over the whole Ryan (Douchebag) Reynolds thing.

Maybe I'll invite her over to drink beer and listen to Slayer?

We can have some cathartic girl talk, and then I'll return her to you?

Deal?

Dune said...

Oh way harsh, man. She may have deserved it but WAY harsh! :)

Fern said...

this comment is meant for your "curling up inside myself" post which doesn't have a place for one and maybe you meant you didn't want any comments,

but all I want to say is I think I know how you feel...pushing post or pushing past may work...breathing is usually my strategy.

bedshaped said...

orangefrute88,
I have to be gentle with her, after all she's been through.

treacle,
I think she's still feeling too much pain. She needs a break.

fern,
I'm sure she'll pick up on it.

lovestevie,
Now that sounds like a good plan.

dune,
Yeah, sorry if it sounds a bit on the harsh side, but yes, she deserved it.

fern,
I'm breathing. And yes, intentional.

orangefrute88 said...

hey, hang in x

Joey Campbell said...

where you stumble, there lies your treasure.