The last few days have seen me toiling with emotions.Juggling with telephone conversations.
Struggling with a lump of metal that's trying to pass itself off as a car.
Attempting to make peace with the people who are demanding money.
Being on the verge of tears.
More than once, I've almost convinced myself that this is too hard and I should take the easy way out. But somehow I've resisted. Unsure if it's stubborness, principle or a desire to beat the system.
I'm not ready to throw my cards on the table just yet.
Surely the hand I hold is good enough to win.
In certain parts of my life, I fight with myself to not be a conformist. I am not a sheep that follows the lead of others and am quite proud of the black colour my family have painted me with.
9 parlez:
I've met the bloke who wrote this book, he was interviewed on a programme I worked on when it came out.
Now, namedropping over. Keep your chin up, mate, this too shall pass.
cat,
I saw him do one of his 'shows' a couple of months ago. I'd not read his book when I saw him and kinda went in a little blind. What I came away with was a feeling that it's always a good thing to be a nice guy.
I found him completely fascinating.
This is the first time I got the lyrics straight off in a year of reading your blog and it has made me smile. Not much of a consolation I'm sure considering your current situation but when in the doldrums you can't do better than listening to some Tori X
anon,
I'm pleased I made you smile, even with such a little thing.
Smiles help the world go around.
Sadly the author does not exaggerate about prisons here in Thailand.
just keep believing in yourself! the universe has a way of coming through.
never throw the cards on the table, fight with all of your might. families assign roles, our job is to rise above these roles. xxxx
I worked in a venue that the author was working in for a month, he'd come every day pick up his mail which consisted on little packages from fans and tell me who to put on the guest list. He was lovely but I couldn't imagine him running a big drug smuggling scheme.
Also I hope you get things sorted. keep fighting you'll get there. There is no such thing as the easy way out. Well i don't believe there is, x
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