"Oh, I just can't go through it again", she said. Nobody asked you to, darlin'. "I just can't pretend that I care". Well, whoever thought that you did?.

When I'm going through 'bad patches' in my life, I turn to one of things I can control; food.
Either restricting my food intake, or not eating at all gives me a sense of 'control' that nobody else can take away from me.
It's quite pathetic really. Not to mention stupid. But sometimes it's a necessary part of being me.